
It starts with not knowing anything...
Not knowing doesn't mean you haven't seen it or never heard about it.
Its just present and not present for you...
Then you notice, and wonder why
you feel pity on them those who do,and you try to imagine what made them this way
Now you start noticing them more often.
The point to wonder changes.
You dare ask,"How does it feel?"
"This is how it starts",comes the reply.
Oh no ,you are already into it and you didn't even notice this.
This sudden revelation gives a shock and you cover yourself up.
This only makes it worse.
Now you want to have it one time so that you could take that off your mind.
You make your mind that you are gonna have it just once.
You have it.
It didn't not affect you.
All you heard about it was being exaggerated and put.
Really?
You feel a sense of relief that you had it once and now its out of your mind.
Its not going to trouble you again and you forget about it.....
Time passes...sometimes a very long time passes.
Then comes "The Day". This is where its different for different people.
Different in the sense,this day doesn't come to all.
The Day when you are with people around, a minimum of one...
preferably someone who doesn't know you well.
and you been asked ...offered.
and you accept it as if you were already doing it.
and you had been looking for it.
This is officially your day ONE and you remember it for the rest of your life.
You don't need anyone no more for a company.
Its always good to have a company but you don't need it.
you get down on your work and the subject takes a backstage.
you start SMOKING
and its always,
SMOKING quits you
:-)
Not knowing doesn't mean you haven't seen it or never heard about it.
Its just present and not present for you...
Then you notice, and wonder why
you feel pity on them those who do,and you try to imagine what made them this way
Now you start noticing them more often.
The point to wonder changes.
You dare ask,"How does it feel?"
"This is how it starts",comes the reply.
Oh no ,you are already into it and you didn't even notice this.
This sudden revelation gives a shock and you cover yourself up.
This only makes it worse.
Now you want to have it one time so that you could take that off your mind.
You make your mind that you are gonna have it just once.
You have it.
It didn't not affect you.
All you heard about it was being exaggerated and put.
Really?
You feel a sense of relief that you had it once and now its out of your mind.
Its not going to trouble you again and you forget about it.....
Time passes...sometimes a very long time passes.
Then comes "The Day". This is where its different for different people.
Different in the sense,this day doesn't come to all.
The Day when you are with people around, a minimum of one...
preferably someone who doesn't know you well.
and you been asked ...offered.
and you accept it as if you were already doing it.
and you had been looking for it.
This is officially your day ONE and you remember it for the rest of your life.
You don't need anyone no more for a company.
Its always good to have a company but you don't need it.
you get down on your work and the subject takes a backstage.
you start SMOKING
and its always,
SMOKING quits you
:-)